October 18

Resting on Jesus

One of His disciples, the one whom Jesus loved, was reclining at His side. — John 13:23 BSB

Though we aren’t told the name of this disciple, we recognize him by his posture and his place. What were the qualities in John’s character that made him the beloved disciple? One was his humility; another was his love. Artists often depict him with a gentle and affectionate face. He also displayed remarkable trust—he never seems to have doubted.

When did John lean on Jesus’ bosom? It was in a time of great darkness. Jesus was about to leave, and the disciples’ hopes were being shattered. But John drew near to Christ in the midst of the darkness. When sorrow strikes, it should drive us closer to Christ, to His embrace.

He is better to us than many mothers are,
And children cannot wander beyond reach
Of the sweep of his white garment.
Touch and hold,
And if you weep still, weep
Where John was laid
While Jesus loved him.

Where did John learn? On Jesus’ breast. Not just on His arm, the place of strength, nor on His shoulder, the place of support, but on His bosom, the place of love and tenderness. It’s one thing to know that God’s omnipotence supports us, but omnipotence alone is cold. How much better when omnipotence is combined with a heart full of love!

What did John do? He leaned. He rested his weight on the omnipotent love of his Lord. Christ wants all His friends to lean on Him. He wants to carry not only our burdens but also us. We are to lay our sins, cares, and even ourselves upon Him, trusting in His loving strength.